people that cursed me, laughed about me and people that made me beaten. I become with social anxiety it's something that put you deep in the shell and it's hard to open up to new people cause you are afraid they will judge or do you more scars. I started to learn how to play in the piano when i was 12. I had many teachers, but after 3 years i gave up. I always wanted to help people and to give them. my life where with porpuse I wanted to clear my problems and to give help for others so I learn NLP . today I know things most of people don't know. I learn cubase when I was 16 always wanted to be great dj at list or be in a band. well the dream of the dj never come true. i was in high school get pushed to the lowest points of depression I tried to kill my self. all my friends told me in the face they hate me. a girl that said she love me broke up with me and I didn't had the chance to kiss her. I tried to do tests but everytime I felt too much sad and tiredness my mom took me to I mental hospital but it made things to worst I was in suicidal mood.I can't my go like things and than there was test and I tried my x-"friend" was from the back of the sit treat me he will put pencil in my throat i got low grade on this after fucking year of low grades. I skip math test I thought I can learn to history exam but I was too much tired to deal with this so i drop out from school my parents didn't take it good at all.. i didn't knew what to do I understood I'm now in black road there is no future for me for this life I sufferd made some friends but they all treated me like piece of shit and many girls too. I thought i'm the problem so I wanted to change well it didn't help to learn seduction and all this shit. It felt for me i'm lost. I didn't wanted anyone to be the way i'm so I want to give them place to escape I met amazing person her name is Ashie 7 we got inspired by BVB and we shared the same story so I we decided to make a band that will be escape bubble a place to relax and feel safe we only wanted to give people this is our mission this is the dream to let people to know we here their voices and we don't want them to give in. and not let others to effect them like I did. I gave up. I let others to effect me to put me in dark places. we had many struggles in life but we can fight and find solution and strength in roads that life take us. I believe in you. your destiny is not be alone. no one should be felt like I felt and be treated like piece of shit from people I always wanted to share insights of life. and learning so others can take it and it will help them to not give up cause life are hard and this is our mission and goal.
to be continue...
